Some Men Just Suffer

[Chels]

Ok I am sorry but I just barely got out of my 4th abusive relationship with someone, who I left awhile ago but he actually followed me all the way to Vermont USA and started his crap all over again, Just last week I got sued because he destroyed my house and my landlord thought I was abusing the property etc... So I lost my house and been living with my mom, He is now back at his home and no one cared what he did at all. He acted just like the other 3 I been with, abusive people I tell you. I can't even like a guy anymore because of how I have been treated and now I just feel like whatever I don't even care to have a relationship anymore.

I can say that I have been drinking alot of my life since I was 13, so yeah I tryed to stop drinking for even a week and I can't I am told to be an offical alcoholic now. I can see why some people probably won't want to be with me and it's because I can't go more then 5 days without a drink. So I am getting help for that right now and I been a week free of alcohol now im a Moutain Dewaholic.

I just don't see why the people I been with were nice and friends with me for so long then I date them and I am slapped or punished for not doing something.


*And I am not afraid to share my life around here, I know lots of you here not personally but I know you and I don't mind if people know my life, nothing special about it* I just feel better being open about this and getting comments back.

God I never written this much on these damn forums lol.

Thanks,
Love Vixxy,(Pixie)