Trojan's Militia (new word of the day)

[Chels]

i aint quoting you hahaha, ok guys this is trojans milita thing not the vixxy hotline

[NaughtyPerry]

1800-I-NEED-VIXXY
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Whats this militia about? guns included- if so, count me in!

[-live-wire-]

I fished in honor of all our members today..I made several casts for each of you..You all didn't catch a fish..but you all had a good time casting :P
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[Trojan]

• Atholon
• Living
• front-liner
• -live-wire-
• Jeff
• Jason
• Lemy
• Tecoma2
• BADDOG
• Recoil
• Surbon
• Vixxy

• Get on the list today!

[Jeff]

Nice to see such a long list, we need more though... SIGN UP!

[.DareDevil.]

Trojan add me to your group of militia men i cant get stupid link that says count me in to work says invalid thread? Ive sent you 2 emails like and 1 pm and havent got a reply back!

[Trojan]

rgr. Welcome aboard Visor. Sorry, have been xtremely busy.

[.DareDevil.]

NO Problem just making sure u got my messages!

[Trojan]

Yup. Thanks for joining. Got any ideas?

[Trojan]

Forsaken, breath taken
Riddle me a rhyme
I’ll pull the trigger
At the drop of a dime

You’re looking right through
So damn that river of tears
There is so much power left
And we have so many years

Take the time, you’re doing fine
Try to study hard and learn
Another sin, another sign
Another man feels his heart yearn…

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles

[Trojan]

Yesterdays pain
All in the same
Life that we know
How far will it go

Vision we share
Life by the dare
What will it bring
To this song we sing

This is my potion
This is our ocean
Swim, swim, swim
Feed your emotion

What will we find
To expand our mind
For the sake of who
Me? Maybe you

There is something more
Beyond every door
Is it love and hate
At heavens gate

I’m making some time
To take what’s mine
With no limits
I’ve drawn the line

There may be crazy days
Lost in a lazy maze
Until you find yourself
Going through this phase…

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles

[Trojan]

Well it's been over a month since my last post. I've got many of my songs in zip file ready for upload. Will do that soon.

In the meantime, I'm going to post some of my original writings. You'll see many of these in my comment section as well.

[Trojan]

Delve deep into your somber soul
Sweep the roots that may be too old
Don’t be denied the devil may care
Tribulation arrives when all is fair

Before evening tide after the evening feast
Recollection will apprise the beast
From your spring of charm conjure a friend
Ask if this is the start or is this the end

Send your lucid eyes to the periphery of life
Sustain yourself sturdily along shall come strife
Never languish before your weakened peers
Loath the master that brings forth those fears

The simplexity of a vulgar display
Feel antipathy when you don’t get your way
For simple minds or petty impressions
Don’t enter into the day of misconceptions

Coming forth into a new age of prodigy
Say farewell to your worthless commodities
Bewildered by the fog and the misty haze
You have no time for one of those days

Form your preserverence into a sanctioned emotion
Hear with intention the significance of the ocean
Validate your senseless trepidations
Let your controlling influence fight the condemnations…

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles

[Trojan]

You don’t even know how
And what game you’re playing
So how can the world understand
What the hell you are saying

I can see you play it off
Then you walk away so cool
You are killing all our youth
So I’m calling you a fool

Yeah I’ve seen the light go out
I’ve damn near done it all
But I picked myself right up
Right after the fall

Just so you know, all in good time
The weak will come strong
If you got the guts
Come and prove me wrong

They will scrape you up and move you aside
Maybe that’s already been done
I hate to admit we were on the same road
Since you took your life with your own gun

I’ve shed my many tears
And lived some lonely years
I stared my demons down
And fought off my many fears

Get back up on your feet
Start heading up the hill
Behind we will leave you
For the road to kill

Is it uneducation
Is it fact or fiction
Has it set in yet
You want to bet?

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles

[Trojan]

The sky is getting dark, the clouds are coming
Seems it’s the end, the black rain is pouring
The lightning strikes, the thunders rolling
There’s nowhere to hide, you better hold on

May the fear of the storm, be in our minds
Wipe the tears from your face, why even cry
Just ride the lightning and feel the thunder
The eye of the metal storm is what you are under

There comes a time in everyones life
When the storm comes down, no one knows why
The havoc it causes it leaves too much pain
Nothing but dreams lost, people crying in vain

The questions fly out, should destruction come
The answers unknown, what’s done is done
People running around, scared and hopeless
Acid from the skies leaves them one last wish

Black clouds coming closer to the ground
You try to run but there is death all around
Bodies lying at your feet, blood in the gutters
Sanity wonders off as your heart flutters

Lightning strikes near the end of the storm
Streets and buildings are ripped and torn
The storm leaves, moves to another land
Don’t ever say it wont come back, because i can…

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles

[Trojan]

I don’t know what you’ve been told
But I see you selling your soul
And I know what’s wrong and right
And I don’t believe all their lies

You see, I’m really not a fool
I’ve been taking you back to school
I can see the tears that are shed
For all the Martyrs in the land of the dead

I’ve seen this world through bloodshot eyes
And have heard foolish reasons for men to die
Black or white, they bleed the same
A war of difference in Gods name

True hatred we must control…

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles

[Trojan]

To dwell in your past will drown you
In pools of your own blood, sweat and tears
Better ask yourself which road did I take
When you burn the bridges to your fears

Which bridge did you cross this time
From what road did you arrive
How many shells were policed
What kept your spirit alive

It’s pretty tough now Mr. President
So many voices on the box
Telling lies and losing friends
Watching the hounds outsmart the fox…

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles

[Trojan]

Can you not see the people hurting
And the pain that is trapped inside
Try to understand the sorrow
For the people that have died

I am trying to make you aware
What seems to good is digging a grave
For every man, woman and child
That has spent their life as a slave

So many choices, yet so many rules
What is wrong, what is right
No one ever took the time
To teach us how to lose a fight

No more anger, no more fear
Your day of peace has come so near
We’ve lost our share but are winning the war
Now we know, what we are fighting for

The strong which are the weak in your eyes
We keep on keeping on
We’ve been through our battles of war
As we live our life as a pawn

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles

[Trojan]

Your self prosecution
Is no solution
Demanding the best
Is the only resolution

Live for others and yourself
Caring too much like I do
We all will be stronger
And we may lose a few

Sanctity within us
You are doing fine
Look for it again
I hope you see your sign…

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles

[Trojan]

I have been learning about a prophet
Who has showed me a new way
You say your soul seems empty
And your beliefs left in dismay

We’ve forseen the shadows dance
In the twilight of the new year
The rain deceives the pain
When vows for eternity are near

If you have fought and just couldn’t win
And find your soul is fading to black
Think of things you could have been
Taste the glory and take it back

Broken homes may not cause broken bones
But it does darken ones soul
When you’re smoked out of your childhood
You tend to shovel your own coal

Broken free
From below the knee
I left the ball behind
But took the chain with me
It’s time to shake the sorrow
Journey on for tomorrow…

© 2005 by: Troy D. Beadles