[Hellfighter]

Originally posted by Mauser 98K
lol i could have posted a porn pic, but that would almost dfinatly result in vacationfor me.

and the nearest women are around 20+miles from me, unless ya count the neighbor, 68yrs old and 200lbs, ugg.

pluss i have a tendency to scarem off when i do meet a girl, i guess i just look scary or its the fact that i wasnt able to go outside the yard except for school till i was like 17 ,that made me nuts, or the constant ridiculing from my great grandad and uncle who lived with me and the constant rocks being thrown and getting choked and thrown aganst wall and seeing my mom smeard acrooss highway at 3yr old by my dad and the constant gangbanging at school witch no1 would belive me till i put 1 in hospitol with a folding chair or the constant beating with broomsticks and extencion cords that i endured at the hands of my great grandad, the sombich broke a stick over my back because i moved his calculator, hell i was 6ys old i didnt know anybetter, i got a scar on my right ankle where my 300lb uncle steped on me when i was playing with legos and twisted his foot and riped the skin off my ankle, oops sorry i didnt mean to, there was 4ft on ither side no reason to get steped on.

thats only the half of it, and i admit i am not right in the head, im prone to violent outburst and homicidal urges ,and just out of the blue i just want to kill something.

i pretty much had to learn to be evil to stay alive, and its worse when no1 will belive you, your just making **** up, and when ya get jumped by some 1 at school its your fault because all 5 say it is and they always belive the 5 over the 1 story, but it tought me 1 thing, how to fight a crowd.

i know i should really keep this crap to myself, but i gota vent it sometimes or it makes me even more crazy.

but its probable i will never find any1 who can like me and not be scared ****less.

and pluss im not a very socialable person, i hate talking, and cant really stand some1 getting close to me.

had some of that happen to me mostly my father was not all right in the head and blast with hate at his finger tips to dish out like crazy, my father was your basic rednecks jerk and racism peon. oh man i almost got marry to a Korean he blow his stake about that one.